twilight saga : breaking dawn

TWILIGHT SAGA : BREAKING DAWN

aargghhh.! nak tengok..seyesly nak tgk..! sape nk bwk ak g tgk skrg nie.?

aduhai..time ada test2 n assignments memanjang, time tu la ada citer and movie2 best.! hurm..sabar je la nurina..haih..bila da bace sinopsis, lagi la rasa nk tgk..! cepat la..! cepat la.!! nk tgk..!! waa..! breaking dawn.!

terasa

mengikut tajuk atau title diatas..mmg ak trase...sorry la..mmg ak nie mudah trase...nk wat mcm ne..da mmg jiwa ak nie sensitif..apatah ag dlm persahabatan..ntah..kdg2 ak nie sng fikir mcm2..kdg2 ak nie cepat jealous bila tgk kwn rapat ak rapat ngn org leyn..haih, nurina2..ko nie..mmg, ak sedar, ak nie xde hak nk halang kwn2 ak nie nk rapat ngn sape..tp kdg2 ak just jealous n cepat trase bila kwn ak tu rapat ngn org leyn..ntah..mybe sbb ak sayang gila kt kwn ak tu..ak tkot ape2 trjadi kt dia kot..mybe sbb ak care bout them kot..hurm ntahla..n mybe sbb ak nie xde org leyn da kt rumah...mybe sbb ak nie anak tunggal..asyik dok ckp sorg2 je dlm bilik..luahkn perasaan masa kt dapur ngn memasak...haha...seyesly, ak rasa kwn2 ak yg pernah kenal ak da masak ngn perangai ak..ahha..roomates ak, apatah lagi..ak nie, asyik2 trase..xde keje leyn ke..hurm, ntah la wei...ak minx maaf sgt2 kt sape2 yg ak da luahkn yg ak ckp ak trase...ak xtao nape..ak just xtao..and to my friend, kyn, ak minx maaf spoil kn mood ko..ak just trase bila ko mmg rapat gila ngn sarah..ak xtao nape..bkn ak nk halang ko nk rapat ngn sape2..xpnah sesekali..sbb tu kdg2 ak rela menyendiri..sorry..tp, ak nk ckp something kt ko kyn, i'll try to change my attitude, i'll try to keep it up with you, i'll try to cope with everything here..i'll try to be ur bestie here..i'll try, my friend..i'll try..mmg,mmg ak byk berkorban demi kwn2 ak..ak xkesah..mmg da naluri ak mcm tu..mmg ak sanggup wat ape2 demi kwn2 ak..ak xminx jasa2 ak dibalas, xsama sekali..ak just harap diorg faham n tao isi hati ak n perangai ak, tu je..ak pun try nk faham diorg..n try nk jaga hati diorg, tp kdg2 byk sgt hati nk dijaga smpai kdg2 hati sndiri terbiar begitu shja....ak xmo salahkn takdir dgn apa2 yg trjd kt ak..xbeyk ean..so, ak just redha..apa2 yg berlaku, ak anggap sbg pengajaran..kwn nie mmg susah nk cari yg elok, salah cari, naya kita.! friends for benefits.? mmg susah nk cari..friends for life.? ag susah.! tp papepun, da ada kwn kira syukur la..jaga la kwn kita tu leklok..walaupun kwn kita ada 1,kita jaga la leklok, sbb lao kwn kita yg 1 tu xde, kwn kita tros jd 0..nk ke.? xmo kn..n walaupapapun yg trjdi, ak xmo putus persahabatan..xmo.! ak sentiasa doakn kwn2 ak bahagia n berjaya dunia akhirat..amin..walaupapapun dugaan yg menimpa diorg, ak harap diorg tabah..n lao ak mati suatu hari nanti, ak just harap diorg nages kegembiraan sbb pernah ada kwn mcm ak,,ak xmo diorg nages sbb ak mati mcm tu je...lagi la ak sedyh..

n to my deary beloved friend

SRINURUL ASHIKEN BT YAHYA

you are always my friend, sister, nenek n everything

i hope u do understand how i feel rite now

thanks for being such a good n loyal friend to me

i love you friend, forever and ever.

muahx.!

IMMORTAL

IMMORTAL.??!!

yeah..it's bout the movie..immortal.! gosh.! i totally love it.! i just dunno why..maybe because of the effect.? maybe because of their spirit in fighting their rights.? maybe because of the actors and actresses.? ouh, i just dunno..but overall, the movie was quite good..even though, i'm hoping that the ending was way much better..ouh..i totally love this movie..ok..

and to my fellow friends..thanx cause willing to watch that movie with me..

those were some of the pictures i could fine in the net for the time being..hehe..love it.!!

sadis.

memang sadis. sape.? pemilik blog ini la..haih..apatah lagi bila baca blog org tu..nampak gaya, kwn sorg tu mmg da nekad nk tinggalkan sini...hurm xpela kan..da mmg dia nk gi..nk wat mcm ne..sbb tu kdg2 niat di hati xmo da rapat2 sgt dgn dia..tkot lao dia btol2 gi...xdela nak sedyh2 sgt..stiap kali dia ckp pasal nk pindah atao mohon u/kolej leyn, hati ak nie tros terdetik..terkesima..ter apa2 ag la...bergenang je air mata..xpe, nurina, tahan je..nk thn dia.? mcm xde harapan je..nurina, biar je la dia nk gi..doakan je la dia berjaya dgn cemerlang dlm apa jua dia amek...n doakan dia bahagia dunia akhirat..hurm...xpela..da penat ak nages...da penat ak kenang..da penat hati ni berduka lara...da penat dgn segala2nya..tp nk wat mcm ne..lao org da bernekad nk gi..biarkn jela....seriously..ak da xtao nk ckp pe..ak rasa mcm da redha je..tp semua kwn2 ak da ckp.." lao ko btol2 sayangkn dia, biarkn dia pg n doakn je yg terbaik utk dia..n igt, dia pernah menjadi kwn ko.." ok..kdg2 senang org nk ckp..tp hati nie da mcm2 rasa...sbb tu kdg2 ak mls nk lyn da..ak xmo rapat2 dgn dia..tp tkot dia trase...tp..tp..haih..byk gila tapi ak...bukan senang nk lepaskn kwn yg ko rapat n sayang mcm tu je..bukan senang...k..lao di ikotkn hati....mmg ak nk tukar kos...tp, bila difikirkn, mcm2 plak akan trjadi n kena wat...xpela, xmo menyusahkan parents ak da..ak nie mmg ske menyusahkan diorg...da la asyik sakit je memanjang...haih..eh, nurina, asyik mengeluh je..xbeyk.! 

back to the mixed feeling i have..

people easily said this to me..just let her go..fine..it's easy for them to say..but how bout my feeling.? is that easy for me to let her go.? to let someone who is so closed to you just go like that.? is it easy.? i'm telling you the truth..it's never been that easy.!!! no longer in the mood of saying anything..i always say this to her.." lao nk gi, gi jela..ak da xkesah.." seems like i'm giving up ri8.? but yeah.,maybe..because there's nothing else i can do..if she really wanna go, just go..she has been a part of my life, if that's all i can say..and if she's really gone..i can only say, she used to be part of my memories..am i mad at her.? used to..but now, i can only say, just let her go..it's up to you my friend..it's ur future..it's u to decide your own future, i can't no longer hold you as my friend..i can't no longer shed any tears for you i guess..but i really, u won't regret in everything u've decided..

p/s : buddie, all the best ye..

football maniac.!!

yes.!

 i am a football maniac.! proud to be..certainly.!!

owh..seriously, i prefer football or in some country called soccer rather than netball..actually sometimes i do prefer other sports too..but during football/soccer time, it's the time for me to scream out loud supporting my favourite teams..

1. MALAYSIA..harimau malaya.! auummm..!!

2. MANCHESTER UNITED..the red devil!!

3. REAL MADRID...wuuuu!!

oke..for time being..that's all for now..i think.

p/s : i'm a girl and i'm proud to be a football maniac..are you?? hehe

one of my fav songs

"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

perasaan campur baur

feeling neglected.yup.sometimes.? always..feel like i'm no longer wanted..sometimes, i feel like i'm just an invisible person..i feel it, every single time and anywhere when i'm with someone else..maybe, that's how i act or that's the real me. invisible. just being there when people want me, but not there when people just ignore me..weird right.? that's why i prefer to play games in my phone or capturing pictures of the beautiful scenery around me..it's not that i feel unwanted, but just sometimes, i feel like i prefer being a loner..but it's not good, i know, it can decrease my social life out there..and due to that, i prefer to talk with someone who i careless or care-more the most..my mom..or my ex-roommate during  matriculation or even ATIQAH NORIZAM, my deary sister...huhu sometimes, it doesn't pay anything if i cried all day long for this..it's me, who is the one, ruining my own opportunity in my own social-life..it's me who choose to be an invisible person..it's me who choose to end up like this..NOPE! never in my life to choose this type of life..pathetic.? haha..you can say that..hopeless.? sometimes..feeling unwanted.? always and forever..realized that everything can change, just hoping that everything can change..or i can turn back time...oh no..there is no more excuses for every thing happened in my life.! just hoping that one day, i'll be someone whom others can be proud of, or someone who is embraced by the others..let me be myself...let me be invisible for the time being..but don't ever neglect me for who i am..please don't neglect me..i'm afraid that i can do things that i've never imagine i can do..don't let me be alone by myself..don't..

part of the song..that can describe my feeling ri8 now..hurm.. unwanted by avril lavigne

You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way 
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away

(That i'm so unwanted)
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you


I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take