but, sometimes, we just can't play with our feelings. it does need to be... console? consider? i just dunno..
i dreamed about that guy i used to adore, the guy whom i used to have some feelings to...
the dream was quite warming, making me feel secure and starting to feel the love from someone after a year...
i keep dreaming bout him for few days.. i do realize that sometimes people do say that " mimpi mainan tidur "
but sometimes, i do believe that dreams can or do come true...
i think, it's the first time, i dreamed about a guy whom i can see his face clearly... haha..
i don't wanna put a high hope on what i dreamed, but if it was destined, why not i keep praying to Allah SWT to open both of our hearts, trying to accept each other...
i don't wanna be that person who is GILA BAYANG anymore...
i just wanna be a normal person, living a happy-peacefully-full of barakah life...
indeed, money is also important nowaday...
as a friend of mine said.. perform the solat istikharah....
well, insyaAllah, i will...
as what my mom always say.." insyaAllah, jodoh tak kemana.."
p/s : sometimes, i wish i had met someone else.....haha
