2011 ----> 2012

from 2011 to 2012..
another 1 day left.
can't wait to begin a new year.!
countdown people..!
meyn mercun...meyn bunga api..
kira countdown reramai..
seyesly, i can't wait for the new beginning!
but, i totally don't wanna wait for my finals to begin.!
oh-no.! NO.! i ain't ready yet.!
but i do promise one thing, i hope that i can fulfill it,
i do promise, i'll try my best to succeed in my finals.!
pray for my best mak, ayah, abang2..family la senang katakan..
i hope i can change myself to be a better me..
conflicts.? it's always been a part of my everyday life.
so...HAPPY NEW YEAR.!

ouch.!

happy.? yes.! totally.!
but then, when it comes to my total pain,
what i'm trying to say is, my MIGRAINE.
DANG-! it hurts a lot..! it does.!
i went to doctor last few days, and i asked her [ the doctor ] bout it,
and all she can say that, if my migraine attacks often, i need to be referred to the specialist.
and she also said that, migraine don't have any medicine, except UBAT TAHAN SAKIT.
i can't say more about it. but sometimes, it's hard for me to focus on something, even in my studies..
i also often hear sounds/things i shouldn't hear...
sometimes, my nose bleeds...
my ex-room mate said that i might feel so tensed about my upcoming exams.
no, i dunno. it's not that i ain't taking serious about my finals, but, i just don't want to stress myself..
all i can say is, it does hurt a lot.!
sometimes, i skipped my classes.
sometimes, i just wanna die.
wish i can overcome this pain easily.
sometimes, due to my pain, i can see what others can't.
it's not that i would like to give up in my life [NEVER]
but this pain had made me like this..

" If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song "

i kept singing this song to myself.

i kept thinking about my future life.

i kept thinking about everything.

my family, my friends.

YA ALLAH, KURNIAKANLAH HAMBAMU INI KEKUATAN DAN KETABAHAN UNTUK MENGHADAPI CABARAN HIDUP KU

p/s : i ain't giving up. i'll try my best. but if this year will be our last year together, i hope you will cherish our moments forever. and if not, let us pray together for my health. amin

.: kesudahan yg sadis n tradis :.

kdg2 ak terfikir,
lao kwn, bley ke kwn smpai bila2.?
kwn nie bley jd kwn idop semati kita ke.?
btol kwn kita nie xkn makan kwn sendiri.?
kwn kita nie, akan backup kita ke walau papapun trjadi.?
kwn kita nie, akan sentiasa jd kwn kita ke.?


tp bila lama2 da berkawan, baru ak faham.
kawan nie, stakat kawan je..
kawan nie, kawan kita sama2 wat keja gila..
kawan nie, kawan kita bersuka bersama2..
kawan nie, kawan kita berduka bersama2 [ ada ke.? , maybe ada, maybe xde ]


lama2 berkawan..
ak da mula sedar..jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut sume kt tangan TUHAN.
kadang2 kwn kita tu bley meninggal dulu drpd kita..
xpun kita yg pergi dulu..
kadang2 kwn kita tu kawin dulu drpd kita,
xpun kita yg kawin dulu..


so, kadang2 kita kena terima apa yg terjadi dgn seadanya..
kadang2 bkn kehendak kita benda2 ni nk trjadi..
kadang2 da masak ngn perangai kwn kita sendiri..
kadang2 kita asyik terfikir je, "macam mana la ak nk jaga hati kwn ak nie "
dan tnpa disedari HATI KITA YANG TERLUKA DAN TERGURIS DULU..


kerana kawan, kita sanggup berkorban..
kawan kita.? lao sesorg tu ikhlas berkawan, kadang2 benda ni xkn terlintas..
tp kadang2 akan terlintas..
xkesah la, lao kwn kita tu ikhlas ke tak berkawan dgn kita..
hati manusia tak ada sapa yg faham..
" rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain "


apa yang ak tao, ak sayang kt kwn2 ak..
ak xnk tgk diorg sedih.
ak xnk tgk diorg terluka.
ak lao bley, nk tgk diorg bahagia je.
nk tgk diorg gembira je.
xmo lebih dr itu.
kadang2 ak nk je mati dulu b4 kwn2 ak..
sbb kadang2 ak fikir..
ak nie kadang2 troublemaker..
ak nie ske menyusahkn kwn2 ak..


biarlah.
ikhlas ke tak, kita xkn pernah tao.
kita akan tao time kita kawen or mati..
sbb, time tu kita bley tao dia ikhlas ke tak..
lao ikhlas, mesti dia dtg n happy n mcm2 ag la..[ time kawen ]
lao ikhlas, mesti dia akn tangisi pemergian kita sehingga ada org dtg pujuk.. [time meninggal ]


p/s : ak xtujukn kepada sapa2..just luahan hati pasal kwn..apa2pun, i really love and care for my friends..

assignments.tests = demam

bila assignment da berlambak, 
test plak tetibe mcm sekali lambak.
stay up bagai nk rak..[sape surow]
last2 demam...
da la cuaca berubah2..
sedih je..
nasib esok blek umah..
homesix ar gaks..
huhu

tershasyul..hahahha

oops..tershasyul la.!

aduhai..mcm2 la manusia zaman skrg nie..

tp nk wat mcm ne..kita semua xperfect..btol x..

so..ak nk citer pasal sorg kwn ak nie..

nama dia..NORAZILAH BT MUSA..or ada org pggil dia..NONONG..

ntah apa pnya nama pggilan la tu..tu la..sape surow jln xkesah pasal org leyn..cube bygkn..bygkan la...lao tetibe dia jalan dia msok longkang ke parit ke..n org sume buat xendah je..tp ada org yg terperasan..lao ak jd org tu..mmg MUAHHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHA..!!! 

ak gelak..haha sorry zila..saje.

nk citer pasal dia nie..haih..lawak btol la bdak sorg tu..oops..akak sorg tu..haha

asyik tersasul je..dari provide ke provoid..three musketeers ke three musketeteteers..pastu, dr an error occur ke an occur error...haha..pastu ape ag ek...alah, xkesah la..manusia mesti ada je silap n salah dia...tp xpe, tersasul dia tu buat ak gelak n kdg2 ilang tension or stress ak..

ada ag sorg nie..pun selalu jugak haha..tp yg nie latest gila...dia nk ckp handphone, dia g ckp telehand..haahha..pandai btol..

ak pun slalu gaks..time keje dulu, nk ckp brownies walnut, tp kalot xsmpt potong kek punya pasal, ak trsebot, BROWNUT..haha gabungan..bagus tol..

apa2pun..sume nie gud memories n pgajaran jugak la..

p/s : spt post sblm nie..manusia xde yg perfect..so terima jela org leyn dgn seadanya..don't judge the book by its cover..so..enjoy la tersasul semua..! kdg2 memalukan, tp bila fikir balek..klakar

broadband or berukband or beras...??

hahhaha..lawak gila la citer mlm nie...

mmg lawak..bagi ak la..

alkisah nye bermula begini..

ak tgh dok kt tepi dinding kt tepi pintu bilik ak. pastu kwn ak sorg nie, wani, dtg nk pulangkan penyodok..ak pun smbg la berdiri..tetibe dia ckp.." ina, ko gna x lappy ko? ak nk gna bley.? " ak pun bls la. " bley je..gunalah.." pastu, dia pun ckp ag " ak nk pnjm skali broadband bley x.?" ak pun balas la.." hurm "..tetibe..dia ada rumate si wani nie tnya " wani, ko nk x buah nie ? "..n secara x lgsung nye..si wani nie tnya ak balek " ina, nk pnjm beras ko bley x? "...ak tros gelak gila2..haha..mana la dtg beras wey.? haha..dr broadband ke beras..mak aiihhh..jaoh beza tu wani ooiiih..

lagi satu nie..tyme kt matrik..geram gila ngn connection broadband kt kmpk..bapak lembap la broadband celcom time tu..tnsion gila..tetibe, tgh online FB, ada akak nie pnya post.." BODOH NYE BERUKBAND.." hahahha..mmg satu benda yg lawak la broadband nie..

p/s : sbg manusia..kita mmg xpenah perfect..so..mmg da jadi asam garam kita nk slalu tersasul secara tetibe..n jgn kata kamu xpnah trsasul..tipu la..xkn la kamu tu perfect sangat...

RESPECT, please.!

YOU ARE NOT A 

PRINCES

oke.?!!

if you think you are good enough, you won't show it.!

let it show by itself.!

even a real princess won't admit she's a princess..but your attitude,

urgh.! seyesly.? you are just messing with my life n yours n others too..!

stop acting like you can order/command others what to do or to follow you..n stop saying words that can annoy others., especially to me..!!! 

k..ko egt ak kesah sgt ke kt ko.?? da la cara ckp mcm xhormat lgsung kt org..

mmg da cara ko mcm tu kot..tp, jgn ar smpai nk ckp ngn org leyn mcm ko da kenal "ak" lama je...i'm just being a friend..just giving some advice about respect even i only know a little bout it..like what my mom used to say : 

" once you respect others, others will follow "..i'm not saying, i'm that "BAGUS" or what..but at least, do respect others..

you want others to respect you, but you don't..so, assuming that, i've learned mine long time ago, it's time for you out there, to learn something about respect..we can't determine what others are saying bout us, but at least, show some respect..one day, people will know/find out about our "true" selves..

or in BM " da nampak belang sebenar "..

p/s : it's not that hard to show our respect..we just need to learn it time by time..

# budi bahasa, budaya kita # 

PC FAIR

yup..esok akan diadakan PC FAIR..!!!

woohooo..!!

again, i repeat..

PC FAIR..!!!

where???  DEWAN ASPIRASI, UiTM DUNGUN, TERENGGANU

when ?? starting tomorrow people.. 12 - 14 DEC 2011..

at what time?? 10 am - 10 pm

SO.??

do come and enjoy urself there..!

weee..!

ombak rindu

i know and i realized, that it's been a while rite.?

so, here we go again..

and my title for this entry is..OMBAK RINDU..

and sebab da nk sgt tgk..sggup beli tiket pkol 4.10ptg..

n yg lawak nye..sggup tggu 4jam...

haha..mcm2 la terjadi nk otw pg tgk wayang nie..

smgt punya smgt..bgun pkol 7 lebyh..pastu, siap2 bsoh bju n mandi semua..kejot la kwn2 yg leyn yg nk gi skali neyh...

k..dlm kol 11 bertolak n smpai dekat2 nk pkol 12..oke..survey2 tiket..fine, dua2 hall utk pkol 1.40ptg da abis..nk xnk pkol 4.10 je ada...n nak xnak punya xnak...tinggal seat C je kot..! bapak la depan gila..!!

oke..sementara nk tggu pkol 4 tu..kitaorg pun pg la PC FAIR...haih..bosan n apasal ek, HARD DISK mahal gila..??!!! lg mahal drpd dekat KL kot..hurm, xkesah la..nk dijadikan citer, bpe byk kali kitaorg pusing mesra mall tu sebab nk tunggu pkol 4...bila da excited, tetibe popcorn plak xde stock.! DANG..!! kena sebijik..! xpe, kitaorg pun pg la FAMOUS AMOS, beli marshmallow..hanya mkn tu je dlm pawagam..seludup je..hoho...xpe..tyme nk tgk nie..walawei..boley dikatakn WOW la jugak...penoh seat HALL 3..k.tgh2 tgk..oke..sedyh gaks la bila part HARIS belasah n ngamok2 si IZZAH tu..geram je rasa n kdg2 air mata mgalir plak mgenang nasib si IZZAH tu...overall, citer nie mmg oke ditonton..yg xley blah..satu pawagam gelak sama2 sbb part AARON AZIZ naek motor ngn BRONT PALARAE..haha..lawak la..

..and..OST OMBAK RINDU.,mmg terbaek..!!!

nie lirik dia..

Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu te1rserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

p/s : thanks zila, fathin, julie n wani sbb sudi jd peneman n pengikut ak pg tgk movie nie..hehe..walaupun duit habis byk haha..tp puas. ! thanks again.! next movie.? ntah la..da dekat nk final kot hoho

twilight saga : breaking dawn

TWILIGHT SAGA : BREAKING DAWN

aargghhh.! nak tengok..seyesly nak tgk..! sape nk bwk ak g tgk skrg nie.?

aduhai..time ada test2 n assignments memanjang, time tu la ada citer and movie2 best.! hurm..sabar je la nurina..haih..bila da bace sinopsis, lagi la rasa nk tgk..! cepat la..! cepat la.!! nk tgk..!! waa..! breaking dawn.!

terasa

mengikut tajuk atau title diatas..mmg ak trase...sorry la..mmg ak nie mudah trase...nk wat mcm ne..da mmg jiwa ak nie sensitif..apatah ag dlm persahabatan..ntah..kdg2 ak nie sng fikir mcm2..kdg2 ak nie cepat jealous bila tgk kwn rapat ak rapat ngn org leyn..haih, nurina2..ko nie..mmg, ak sedar, ak nie xde hak nk halang kwn2 ak nie nk rapat ngn sape..tp kdg2 ak just jealous n cepat trase bila kwn ak tu rapat ngn org leyn..ntah..mybe sbb ak sayang gila kt kwn ak tu..ak tkot ape2 trjadi kt dia kot..mybe sbb ak care bout them kot..hurm ntahla..n mybe sbb ak nie xde org leyn da kt rumah...mybe sbb ak nie anak tunggal..asyik dok ckp sorg2 je dlm bilik..luahkn perasaan masa kt dapur ngn memasak...haha...seyesly, ak rasa kwn2 ak yg pernah kenal ak da masak ngn perangai ak..ahha..roomates ak, apatah lagi..ak nie, asyik2 trase..xde keje leyn ke..hurm, ntah la wei...ak minx maaf sgt2 kt sape2 yg ak da luahkn yg ak ckp ak trase...ak xtao nape..ak just xtao..and to my friend, kyn, ak minx maaf spoil kn mood ko..ak just trase bila ko mmg rapat gila ngn sarah..ak xtao nape..bkn ak nk halang ko nk rapat ngn sape2..xpnah sesekali..sbb tu kdg2 ak rela menyendiri..sorry..tp, ak nk ckp something kt ko kyn, i'll try to change my attitude, i'll try to keep it up with you, i'll try to cope with everything here..i'll try to be ur bestie here..i'll try, my friend..i'll try..mmg,mmg ak byk berkorban demi kwn2 ak..ak xkesah..mmg da naluri ak mcm tu..mmg ak sanggup wat ape2 demi kwn2 ak..ak xminx jasa2 ak dibalas, xsama sekali..ak just harap diorg faham n tao isi hati ak n perangai ak, tu je..ak pun try nk faham diorg..n try nk jaga hati diorg, tp kdg2 byk sgt hati nk dijaga smpai kdg2 hati sndiri terbiar begitu shja....ak xmo salahkn takdir dgn apa2 yg trjd kt ak..xbeyk ean..so, ak just redha..apa2 yg berlaku, ak anggap sbg pengajaran..kwn nie mmg susah nk cari yg elok, salah cari, naya kita.! friends for benefits.? mmg susah nk cari..friends for life.? ag susah.! tp papepun, da ada kwn kira syukur la..jaga la kwn kita tu leklok..walaupun kwn kita ada 1,kita jaga la leklok, sbb lao kwn kita yg 1 tu xde, kwn kita tros jd 0..nk ke.? xmo kn..n walaupapapun yg trjdi, ak xmo putus persahabatan..xmo.! ak sentiasa doakn kwn2 ak bahagia n berjaya dunia akhirat..amin..walaupapapun dugaan yg menimpa diorg, ak harap diorg tabah..n lao ak mati suatu hari nanti, ak just harap diorg nages kegembiraan sbb pernah ada kwn mcm ak,,ak xmo diorg nages sbb ak mati mcm tu je...lagi la ak sedyh..

n to my deary beloved friend

SRINURUL ASHIKEN BT YAHYA

you are always my friend, sister, nenek n everything

i hope u do understand how i feel rite now

thanks for being such a good n loyal friend to me

i love you friend, forever and ever.

muahx.!

IMMORTAL

IMMORTAL.??!!

yeah..it's bout the movie..immortal.! gosh.! i totally love it.! i just dunno why..maybe because of the effect.? maybe because of their spirit in fighting their rights.? maybe because of the actors and actresses.? ouh, i just dunno..but overall, the movie was quite good..even though, i'm hoping that the ending was way much better..ouh..i totally love this movie..ok..

and to my fellow friends..thanx cause willing to watch that movie with me..

those were some of the pictures i could fine in the net for the time being..hehe..love it.!!

sadis.

memang sadis. sape.? pemilik blog ini la..haih..apatah lagi bila baca blog org tu..nampak gaya, kwn sorg tu mmg da nekad nk tinggalkan sini...hurm xpela kan..da mmg dia nk gi..nk wat mcm ne..sbb tu kdg2 niat di hati xmo da rapat2 sgt dgn dia..tkot lao dia btol2 gi...xdela nak sedyh2 sgt..stiap kali dia ckp pasal nk pindah atao mohon u/kolej leyn, hati ak nie tros terdetik..terkesima..ter apa2 ag la...bergenang je air mata..xpe, nurina, tahan je..nk thn dia.? mcm xde harapan je..nurina, biar je la dia nk gi..doakan je la dia berjaya dgn cemerlang dlm apa jua dia amek...n doakan dia bahagia dunia akhirat..hurm...xpela..da penat ak nages...da penat ak kenang..da penat hati ni berduka lara...da penat dgn segala2nya..tp nk wat mcm ne..lao org da bernekad nk gi..biarkn jela....seriously..ak da xtao nk ckp pe..ak rasa mcm da redha je..tp semua kwn2 ak da ckp.." lao ko btol2 sayangkn dia, biarkn dia pg n doakn je yg terbaik utk dia..n igt, dia pernah menjadi kwn ko.." ok..kdg2 senang org nk ckp..tp hati nie da mcm2 rasa...sbb tu kdg2 ak mls nk lyn da..ak xmo rapat2 dgn dia..tp tkot dia trase...tp..tp..haih..byk gila tapi ak...bukan senang nk lepaskn kwn yg ko rapat n sayang mcm tu je..bukan senang...k..lao di ikotkn hati....mmg ak nk tukar kos...tp, bila difikirkn, mcm2 plak akan trjadi n kena wat...xpela, xmo menyusahkan parents ak da..ak nie mmg ske menyusahkan diorg...da la asyik sakit je memanjang...haih..eh, nurina, asyik mengeluh je..xbeyk.! 

back to the mixed feeling i have..

people easily said this to me..just let her go..fine..it's easy for them to say..but how bout my feeling.? is that easy for me to let her go.? to let someone who is so closed to you just go like that.? is it easy.? i'm telling you the truth..it's never been that easy.!!! no longer in the mood of saying anything..i always say this to her.." lao nk gi, gi jela..ak da xkesah.." seems like i'm giving up ri8.? but yeah.,maybe..because there's nothing else i can do..if she really wanna go, just go..she has been a part of my life, if that's all i can say..and if she's really gone..i can only say, she used to be part of my memories..am i mad at her.? used to..but now, i can only say, just let her go..it's up to you my friend..it's ur future..it's u to decide your own future, i can't no longer hold you as my friend..i can't no longer shed any tears for you i guess..but i really, u won't regret in everything u've decided..

p/s : buddie, all the best ye..

football maniac.!!

yes.!

 i am a football maniac.! proud to be..certainly.!!

owh..seriously, i prefer football or in some country called soccer rather than netball..actually sometimes i do prefer other sports too..but during football/soccer time, it's the time for me to scream out loud supporting my favourite teams..

1. MALAYSIA..harimau malaya.! auummm..!!

2. MANCHESTER UNITED..the red devil!!

3. REAL MADRID...wuuuu!!

oke..for time being..that's all for now..i think.

p/s : i'm a girl and i'm proud to be a football maniac..are you?? hehe

one of my fav songs

"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

perasaan campur baur

feeling neglected.yup.sometimes.? always..feel like i'm no longer wanted..sometimes, i feel like i'm just an invisible person..i feel it, every single time and anywhere when i'm with someone else..maybe, that's how i act or that's the real me. invisible. just being there when people want me, but not there when people just ignore me..weird right.? that's why i prefer to play games in my phone or capturing pictures of the beautiful scenery around me..it's not that i feel unwanted, but just sometimes, i feel like i prefer being a loner..but it's not good, i know, it can decrease my social life out there..and due to that, i prefer to talk with someone who i careless or care-more the most..my mom..or my ex-roommate during  matriculation or even ATIQAH NORIZAM, my deary sister...huhu sometimes, it doesn't pay anything if i cried all day long for this..it's me, who is the one, ruining my own opportunity in my own social-life..it's me who choose to be an invisible person..it's me who choose to end up like this..NOPE! never in my life to choose this type of life..pathetic.? haha..you can say that..hopeless.? sometimes..feeling unwanted.? always and forever..realized that everything can change, just hoping that everything can change..or i can turn back time...oh no..there is no more excuses for every thing happened in my life.! just hoping that one day, i'll be someone whom others can be proud of, or someone who is embraced by the others..let me be myself...let me be invisible for the time being..but don't ever neglect me for who i am..please don't neglect me..i'm afraid that i can do things that i've never imagine i can do..don't let me be alone by myself..don't..

part of the song..that can describe my feeling ri8 now..hurm.. unwanted by avril lavigne

You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way 
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away

(That i'm so unwanted)
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you


I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take

changes again

ok..sorry for the confusing of song/s played here..for the time being..i'm going to use this song.

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE by THE STROKES..

seriously..its been a long time since i heard this song..since i was in form 2 i guess..credits to my bestfriend..Azzahra Aripin..who was the one responsible for introducing me to this awesome song and JULIAN CASABLANCAS...haha

so..that's all for now..thank you .. :)

dugaan dan cabaran

oke..first and far-most..i would like to say..this is copied by one website..so, it's not totally my words..hehe..
but i do hope, that, it can enlightened others..tq..and be strong to my dear rumate sarah..

 Di dalam al-Quran, ujian dan dugaan disebut oleh Allah sebagai البلاء (bala’) serta الفتنة (fitnah). Menurut kamus المحيط (al-Muhit), kedua-duanya berkongsi maksud yang sama. [Al-Muhit, Kaherah, Mesir. http://lexicons.sakhr.com/intro/intro.aspx?fileurl=takdeem.asp]

Menjalani liku-liku hidup sebagai seorang manusia, kita tidak akan dapat lari daripada diuji oleh Allah Azza wa Jalla. Ujian yang mendatang selalunya menjadikan diri kita lebih tegar dan kuat. Masakan tidak. Ujian mengajar seseorang untuk jadi lebih lasak dalam menggalas setiap bebanan kehidupan.

Menurut Ibn Manzur dalam Lisanu al-‘Arb, bala’ itu adalah ujian yang terdiri daripada yang baik juga yang buruk. Seperti mana yang diberitakan pada surah al-Anbiyaa’ iaitu;

ونبلوكم بالشر والخير فتنة وإلينا ترجعون

Dan Kami menguji kamu dengan kesusahan dan kesenangan sebagai dugaan; dan kepada Kami-lah kamu semua akan dikembalikan. [Al-Anbiyaa’: 35]

Al-Hafiz Ibn Katsir dalam memberikan penerangan terhadap ayat ini menyatakan bahawa Allah menguji hambanya dengan musibah pada satu waktu, dan kemudian dengan nikmat pada waktu yang lain, untuk melihat siapa yang bersyukur dan siapa yang kufur, siapa pula yang sabar, dan siapa yang putus harap.

Dan al-Hafiz ada menukilkan kata-kata Ibnu ‘Abbas dalam menafsirkan ayat ini, bahawa Allah menguji hambanya dengan kecelakaan dan kesenangan, dengan kesihatan dan kesakitan, dengan kemewahan serta kemiskinan, dengan perkara yang halal dan apa yang haram, dengan ketaatan dan kemaksiatan, serta dengan hidayah dan kesesatan. [Tafsir al-Quran al-‘Adzim, Ibn Katsir, Abu al-Fida’.]

Ujian yang berbeza untuk mengukur keimanan

Berdasarkan tafsiran Ibnu ‘Abbas tersebut, dapat kita ketahui bahawa pada setiap orang, berbeza tahap ujian yang dikenakan ke atasnya. Ini adalah selari dengan ayat pada surah al-Baqarah apabila Allah menyatakan;

لا يكلف الله نفسا إلا وسعها

Allah tidak memberi kesusahan seseorang hamba melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. [Al-Baqarah: 286]

Dari ayat tersebut dapat kita ketahui bahawa ujian yang dikenakan kepada setiap hamba, adalah bersesuaian dengan apa yang mampu ditanggungnya. Dan setiap orang pula berbeza tahap tanggungannya dan penerimaan mereka terhadap ujian serta dugaan

Ujian yang diberikan juga adalah untuk mengukur tahap keimanan seorang hamba. Ini telah dibuktikan secara jelas berdasarkan ayat 2-3 surah al’-Ankabut;

أحسب الناس أن يتركوا أن يقولوا آمنا وهم لا يفتنون. ولقد فتنا الذين من قبلهم فليعلمن الله الذين صدقوا وليعلمن الكاذبين

Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: “Kami beriman”, sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu dugaan)?Dan demi sesungguhnya! Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum mereka, maka (dengan ujian yang demikian), nyata apa yang diketahui Allah tentang orang-orang yang benar-benarnya beriman, dan nyata pula apa yang diketahui-Nya akan orang-orang yang berdusta. [al-Ankabut: 2-3]

Ganjaran menanti bagi yang diuji

Rasulullah Sallallahu ‘Alaihi Wassalam menyifatan bahawa ujian yang diberikan kepada kaum manusia adalah tanda kecintaan Allah kepada mereka. Dan semakin besar dugaan yang diberikan oleh Allah kepada manusia, menandakan besar juga pahala yang diperoleh. Ini sebagaimana hadith yang datang dari Anas bin Malik, yang menyatakan Rasulullah Sallallahu ‘Alahi Wassalam bersabda;

إن عظم الجزاء مع عظم البلاء ، وإن الله تعالى إذا أحب قوما ابتلاهم ، فمن رضي فله الرضا ، ومن سخط فله السخط

Sesungguhnya besarnya ganjaran itu dinilai pada besarnya bala’ yang menimpa. Dan sesungguhnya Allah itu apabila mencintai sesuatu kaum, maka akan mereka itu diberi dugaan. Oleh sebab itu barangsiapa yang redha – dengan ujian yang menimpa, dia akan memperoleh keredhaan Allah dan barangsiapa yang tidak maka padanya kemurkaan Allah. [Riwayat al-Tirmidzi, al-Albani menyatakannya sebagai hasan dalam Sahih dan Dha’if Sunan al-Tirmidzi.]

Jelas bahawa ujian yang diberikan adalah untuk menguji keimanan seorang manusia. Jika dia beriman, maka dia akan menerimanya dengan keredhaan. Dan padanya rahmat Allah Azza wa Jalla serta keredhaan-Nya. Namun bagi manusia yang lalai serta tidak meredhai ujian yang diberikan ke atasnya. Maka dia sekadar mendapat kemurkaan daripada Allah.

Hadith di atas termasuk dalam bab Sabar (الصبر) oleh Imam al-Nawawi dalam karya beliau dalam bidang hadith; iaitu Riyadh al-Salihin. Di sini dapat dijelaskan bahawa, bagi orang-orang yang beriman dengan Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala adalah bersabar dengan segala dugaan serta mehnah yang diberikan oleh Allah kepadanya.

Jelas juga, daripada hadith tersebut bahawa semakin besar dugaan yang diperoleh oleh seorang manusia, maka semakin besar ganjara pahala yang akan dia dapati.

Dalam ayat ke-214 surah al-Baqarah, ada dinyatakan bahawa orang yang diuji itu akan mendapat pertolongan daripada Allah serta akan diganjari dengan syurga;

أم حسبتم أن تدخلوا الجنة ولما يأتكم مثل الذين خلوا من قبلكم مستهم البأساء والضراء وزلزلوا حتى يقول الرسول والذين آمنوا معه متى نصر الله ألا إن نصر الله قريب

Adakah patut kamu menyangka bahawa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum sampai kepada kamu (ujian dan cubaan) seperti yang telah berlaku kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum kamu? mereka telah ditimpa kepapaan (kemusnahan harta benda) dan serangan penyakit, serta digoncangkan (dengan ancaman bahaya musuh), sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman yang ada bersamanya: “Bilakah (datangnya) pertolongan Allah?” Ketahuilah sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu dekat (asalkan kamu bersabar dan berpegang teguh kepada agama Allah). [Al-Baqarah: 214]

just for you..my crazy neighbour..haha

oke..nak sangat ean.hahah

nie lagi sorg nk mencapub..oke..

nama ak pggil dia..jiran.aka..WAWA..

ouh lupa..kak wawa..haha

dia tu, bwu upload gambar2 dia kt pantai smlm..pewwittt..aweks hot dowh.!

hahahahha

nah..utk kamu si gadis pink..haha

puas kah hati anda.?? ebay?? amboih.! xmampu org leyn nk beli gmbar2 akaks lorh..hahahahaha

jgn marah..hehe..gurau je..

EXCITED

oke.

you might be listening to one of the cutest song ever.!

hahahhaha

cute la sangat ean.! comei pe. haha sesuai skyt ngn blog nie..

oh lupa..erm, nie mmg blog saya..blog nurina..

tp lagu jela..mcm lagu bdak2..

cause i know i'm childish..and out of sudden i miss this song..

due to this morning..

i sang this song with my rumate, kak huda..omg.! seyesly..

kinda funny actually..especially when i'm stressed about something..

ouh..thanx kak huda for singing with me..

love you.!

p/s : i'm not crazy oke.!

PROBLEMS..??!!

yeah, u've heard it.

problems.!

owh, can't see it.??

PROBLEMS

better.? well, ow yeah.! problems..

i really hate problems, what more can i say. it's truly annoying.! just like what kak huda said earlier..

" it won't be called as life if there's no problem exist "

i do know bout that n thanx for reminding me.

but, why does problem exist when i'm in my mood of doing something happy or in a simple way of saying that is..when i'm in a happy-crazy mood,??

DANG.!

seriously.?

are you happy knowing or realizing that u don't have any problems to face today.?

THANK GOD.!

but, when do you have problems??

all those [ shit, fuck, damn it etc ] words came out directly from your mouth..

isn't it.?

where the hell is ur "YA ALLAH.??"

gone.? really.? i do realize something. we as human being or more specifically, as MUSLIM, 

easily to forger HIM, but HE never forget about us..

and i do realize that, if i keep on crying, it doesn't change anything a lot,

but if i tell HIM my true story, i pray and pray hoping that all my problems can just diminish in a glimpse,.alhamdulillah..it does..a little by little..THANK YOU ALLAH..!

CONCLUSION.?

in every single minute in our life, there's always a problem created by ourselves.

in every problems we've created, there's always some solution.

in every breathe we take, don't forget about ALLAH.

cause to HIM we are from, and to HIM we will return.

YA ALLAH, PERMUDAHKANLAH URUSAN HAMBAMU INI DIDUNIA DAN AKHIRAT. SEMOGA KAU BERKATI DAN RAHMATILAH HIDUP HAMBAMU INI. KURNIAKANLAH HAMBAMU INI DENGAN REZEKI YANG HALAL, ILMU PENGETAHUAN YANG LUAS DAN KEBAHAGIAN DALAM KEHIDUPAN. BERJAYAKANLAH HAMBAMU INI DENGAN CEMERLANG DALAM SETIAP PEPERIKSAAN DAN DALAM SETIAP APA YANG DILAKUKAN DALAM PELAJARAN. 

AMIN

P/S : don't ever forget Allah..and your family.! spread the love people.!

suke..ye.!

wokeyh,! i totally love this song.! just dunno why..maybe the rhythm of the song..how the lead singer sing.? hurm just dunno..but i do love this song..and btw, the lyrics.? ahaha kinda funny actuall..so,.do enjoy.!

"Pumped Up Kicks"

Robert's got a quick hand.
He'll look around the room, he won't tell you his plan.
He's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid.
Yeah, he found a six shooter gun.
In his dad's closet hidden with a box of fun things, and I don't even know what.
But he's coming for you, yeah he's coming for you.

[Chorus: x2]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

Daddy works a long day.
He'll be coming home late, he's coming home late.
And he's bringing me a dark surprise.
'Cause dinner's in the kitchen and it's packed in ice.
I've waited for a long time.
Yeah the sleight of my hand is now a quick-pull trigger,
I reason with my cigarette,
And say your hair's on fire, you must have lost your wits, yeah.

[Chorus: x2]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

[Whistling]

[Chorus: x3]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

hello again.!!

well, hello world..!

asyik2 ayat nie je..bosan plak..oke..

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.! 

wokeyh..smbg blek..

da lama xbkak blog n post something new kt sini..

okeyh..let's start a new beginning, with a new post today..!

1st thing first

wargh..! rindu terubat bila jumpe kwn2 blek..ekyn, radziah, tasha, kak huda..n geng2 tasha..!

owh.! xlupa..rumate ku trcinta..sarah.dia blek neyk transformer.! walawei la..da la dtg dgn "tentera2" dia..haha..senang la ean bwk barang.! ak nie.? sorg2 je la..penat wei.! da la byk..syukur dok kt tgkt satu je..haha..

2nd

ak masak lasagna n kek chocolate...wargh.! 

pe yg bgga nye..bila diorg oyak sedap..! alhamdulillah.!

da lama actually xmsak kek tu..so, kira syukur la korg ckp sedap..nak resipi..? soe la..tu mmg resipi rahsia...tp lao korg tgk ak wat..myb leyh la tao.hahaha

3rd

noo0000oo...!!!!!!! neyk2 ada test bagai..! mcm pe je..ak xkesah la..tp, msalahnye..lao xfaham, mcm ne nk jawab dgn btol..ouh..YA ALLAH, SEMOGA KAU KURNIAKANLAH AKU KEFAHAMAN YG MENDALAM UTK PELAJARAN KU INI DAN SEMOGA KAU KURNIAKANLAH AKU KEPUTUSAN YANG CEMERLANG.amin.!

4th

haih..bila la nk dpt ptptn ak nie..hurm..harap2 dapat digunakn dgn sebaiknya..sbb..my mom ckp, dia nk control penggunaan duit..so, dia amek sparuh dr ptptn ak..hurm..xpe la..demi masa depan ak kot..senang..YA ALLAH, KAU PEMURAHKAN LAH REZEKI HAMBAMU INI..amin.!

p/s : sentiasa mengharapkn yg terbaik tnpa menyedari semua yg berlaku dlm kehidupan kita nie telah ditetapkan oleh ALLAH..doa n tawakal itu pun penting..

sementara

ak rasa ak baru sedar.

segala benda kt dunia ni hanya sementara..

kehidupan.kasih sayang.kawan.duit.

hampir segalanya.

tp sementara yang ak nk cter arinie..bkn sementara tu

nie sementara sbb kwn.

kali nie..ak redha..

ak redha lao dia nk pg meninggalkn ak..sbg kwn, ak rasa bodoh lao ak xsupport.apa nama kwn mcm tu..ak da bersiap sedia..klau2 dia btol2 nk pg..tp ak still, ak still xleyh..setiap hari, ak mesti trfikir..mesti tringat..

kdg2 ak pernah terfikir..nape mesti ak jmpe dia..nape mesti ak kwn ngan dia..mcm la xde org leyn..

tp mungkin ini cara Allah nk duga ak..kuat x ak.? tabah x ak.? 

kdg2 ak rasa mcm nk give up je idop..mcm xde function ak idop..kdg2 ak rasa ak buat smua bnda sbb nk puaskn hati semua org..

tp ak SALAH.! sesungguhnya, ak baru tau, segalanya hanyalah dugaan yg Allah nk duga ak..

k..semua da ckp..semua da bg nasihat..thanx.! 

so..apa mereka semua ckp.???

" nurina, lao ko betol kwn dia..doakn yg terbaek utk dia..

and lao ko btul sygkn kwn ko tu..lepaskn dia..just let her go..u know what's the best for her..support dia dr jaoh pun da cukup..and be strong nurina..just be strong.."

p/s : kyn..btol ckp ko..mmg ak akan sentiasa nages sbb ko..tp ko tao kenapa kan..?? so..thanx kyn..sbb jadi kwn ak..thanx.!

resipi nasi goreng ala nurina..!

k..cara2 dia simple je..sgt simple n kacang..tp..barang2 mesti la ada..

k..

1. cili padi [ske ati korg, lgi byk lgi sdp kot..bwu kick.!] [ tumbok gna lesung batu..jgn ancur sgt ]

2. bwg putih n bwg merah besar/merah kecil [ mayang halus2..k.]

3. minyak masak

4. garam n lada sulah [ ikot sukatan biasa korg masak ]

5. ayam fillet [ di hiris halus2..haha]

6. kacang buncis [ potong ikot korg la..ak ske potong kecik2.]

7. telur sebiji.

8. butter/ majerin

9. nasi putih

k. barang2 da pun di senaraikn..skrg cara msak..

1. panaskn minyak [sperti biasa]

2. tumis la bwg2 n cili padi

3. masokkn nasi putih

4. kaco2 skyt..

5. msokkan kacang buncis dan ayam.

6. ooops..msokkan lada sulah dan garam [ secukup rasa ek.!]

7. kaco2 skyt

8. pastu..masokkn butter/majerin...dlm 2 sudu besar..

9. kaco2 skyt [haha]

10. sbelom abis..pecahkn telor..pastu kaco2 ag..smpai sekata n ayam masak.

11. hidang.!

p/s : ag sedap lao ada smbal tumis..hehe..lao xbpe nk sedap..hehe jgn marah.!