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mengikut tajuk atau title diatas..mmg ak trase...sorry la..mmg ak nie mudah trase...nk wat mcm ne..da mmg jiwa ak nie sensitif..apatah ag dlm persahabatan..ntah..kdg2 ak nie sng fikir mcm2..kdg2 ak nie cepat jealous bila tgk kwn rapat ak rapat ngn org leyn..haih, nurina2..ko nie..mmg, ak sedar, ak nie xde hak nk halang kwn2 ak nie nk rapat ngn sape..tp kdg2 ak just jealous n cepat trase bila kwn ak tu rapat ngn org leyn..ntah..mybe sbb ak sayang gila kt kwn ak tu..ak tkot ape2 trjadi kt dia kot..mybe sbb ak care bout them kot..hurm ntahla..n mybe sbb ak nie xde org leyn da kt rumah...mybe sbb ak nie anak tunggal..asyik dok ckp sorg2 je dlm bilik..luahkn perasaan masa kt dapur ngn memasak...haha...seyesly, ak rasa kwn2 ak yg pernah kenal ak da masak ngn perangai ak..ahha..roomates ak, apatah lagi..ak nie, asyik2 trase..xde keje leyn ke..hurm, ntah la wei...ak minx maaf sgt2 kt sape2 yg ak da luahkn yg ak ckp ak trase...ak xtao nape..ak just xtao..and to my friend, kyn, ak minx maaf spoil kn mood ko..ak just trase bila ko mmg rapat gila ngn sarah..ak xtao nape..bkn ak nk halang ko nk rapat ngn sape2..xpnah sesekali..sbb tu kdg2 ak rela menyendiri..sorry..tp, ak nk ckp something kt ko kyn, i'll try to change my attitude, i'll try to keep it up with you, i'll try to cope with everything here..i'll try to be ur bestie here..i'll try, my friend..i'll try..mmg,mmg ak byk berkorban demi kwn2 ak..ak xkesah..mmg da naluri ak mcm tu..mmg ak sanggup wat ape2 demi kwn2 ak..ak xminx jasa2 ak dibalas, xsama sekali..ak just harap diorg faham n tao isi hati ak n perangai ak, tu je..ak pun try nk faham diorg..n try nk jaga hati diorg, tp kdg2 byk sgt hati nk dijaga smpai kdg2 hati sndiri terbiar begitu shja....ak xmo salahkn takdir dgn apa2 yg trjd kt ak..xbeyk ean..so, ak just redha..apa2 yg berlaku, ak anggap sbg pengajaran..kwn nie mmg susah nk cari yg elok, salah cari, naya kita.! friends for benefits.? mmg susah nk cari..friends for life.? ag susah.! tp papepun, da ada kwn kira syukur la..jaga la kwn kita tu leklok..walaupun kwn kita ada 1,kita jaga la leklok, sbb lao kwn kita yg 1 tu xde, kwn kita tros jd 0..nk ke.? xmo kn..n walaupapapun yg trjdi, ak xmo putus persahabatan..xmo.! ak sentiasa doakn kwn2 ak bahagia n berjaya dunia akhirat..amin..walaupapapun dugaan yg menimpa diorg, ak harap diorg tabah..n lao ak mati suatu hari nanti, ak just harap diorg nages kegembiraan sbb pernah ada kwn mcm ak,,ak xmo diorg nages sbb ak mati mcm tu je...lagi la ak sedyh..

n to my deary beloved friend

SRINURUL ASHIKEN BT YAHYA

you are always my friend, sister, nenek n everything

i hope u do understand how i feel rite now

thanks for being such a good n loyal friend to me

i love you friend, forever and ever.

muahx.!