KAU.AKU.DIA.KAMU

secara jujurnya, kau org ketiga yang ak kenal kat sini.
orang pertama : rumate ak, tasha.
orang kedua : ikhwan yasin, kwn yg ak kenal kt wangsawalk :)
orang ketiga : kau..kwn ak yg ak sayang kt sini.. :) kyn yahya :)
orang keempat dan seterusnya : radziah dll
ak xkesah la..ak ske tgk kwn2 ak happy..tp ak kdg2 jealous tgk diorg happy..haha
pelik la ak nie...kdg2 ak xley org lagi lebih dr ak...ak rasa trcabar..
tp lama2 ak da faham..ak blaja mgalah..not every person is perfect...so do i...
oke..ak maybe bukan kwn yg baik buat ko..sbb ak asyik wat ko marah je..
ada je yg xkena ak wat...kdg2 ak sedih bila kita gaduh..
bdak2 leyn pun slalu tnya " ko asal nie.? gadow dgn kyn la lagi tu "...ak hnya mampu senyum saja..
ak try xnk wat ko marah...ak try jd kwn yg beyk utk ko..tp ntah kenapa..susah sikit...
ak da try mcm2 xnk wat ko marah or sedih, tp last2 hati ak yg sedih...
about my hp, nothing much i can say.....btw ak penat skit masa tu..and ak xde mood sgt lepas jwab titas..and sorry ak gunakn baju ko...i do understand...and again, sorry...
and bila ak dgr korg kluar,. gi mesra mall ek? ak mcm...oke...fine...
xpe la..ak yg wat hal time tu..again sorry...
lagipun, naseb la ak brtembung ngn si ikhwan,..dia pun teman la ak lunch...hurm...
and bila ak mesej si sarah, ak tnya korg kt ne, dia xblas, tu yg ak mcm terkesima skjp...tp xpe, ak da blaja cara2 nk cope dgn situasi tu...and mungkin sgt susah utk ak cope dgn situasi itu...tp xpe, ak try...
ak wat keje2 yg gila...ak gi sana sini...ak kacow org...tp dlm hati ak still terfikir2....

i'm trying to cope with everything here...
i'm trying to change myself for a better me...
i'm trying to be the best for everyone..
i'm trying.....
sometimes, it's so tiring that i get bored easily with everything..
i'm easily get mad or angry at someone..
i'm easily full of envy and everything...
sometimes, i do feel that my life is very sucks.!
it's hard for others to understand me..all i can do is just cry...
my life is quite pathetic..i felt like i'm being locked in a cage...
i don't have any freedom...but sometimes, it's a good thing...
but now, i won't mess my life..i'm trying..
if it's for my future sake, i'll try...

x semua orang sempurna...masing2 ada kesalahan diri sendiri..and ak pun sedar ak ada byk kesalahan dan kelemahan..so,again for, i don't know how many times...
ak MINTA MAAF sgt2 dari ko..ak harap ko halalkan makan n minum ak...maafkan ak andai guraun ak ada wat ko terkesima...maafkan ak andai ak byk wat ko sakit hati or luka hati...maafkan ak.....ak hanya mampu nk minta maaf je dari ko...ak xmampu nk wat pe ag dah..............................................